this is as bad as it can get.

my life is the pits. don;t know how long this nightmare will last. tired...so tired. i want to give it all up. holding back my tears. have you ever spared a thought for my feelings? no. all you know is to nag. although i know it is for my own good. i have disappointed you and many other terribly. disappointed all of you who have never given up hope in me. i am such a terrible failure. i have failed you. really sorry. it's all i can say.

i wish i could go back in time

this is as bad as it can get.

my life is the pits.

This is what you mean to me.

약석 (Promise)

I will promise you,
That I'll live my life with only you in my eyes,
I will promise you,
That I'll live my life holding onto only you,
From the moment I open my eyes till I go to sleep at night,
I'll think of only you,
Don't forget these words 'I love you',
I love you forever.

I'll be your shade during the warm summer days,
I'll be your umbrella during the rainy days,
I'll be the little chair for you to sit on when you get tired from walking,
I'll laugh with you, just so that I can double your joy,
I'll be the handkerchief that wipes your tears away whenever you cry.

I will promise you,
That I'll live my life with only you in my eyes,
I will promise you,
That I'll live my life holding onto only you,
From the moment I open my eyes till I go to sleep at night,
I'll think of only you,
Don't forget these words 'I love you',
I love you forever.

The both of us are so matched, the same way coffee and doughnuts go together,
You are the special chip designed to give me happiness,
My energy everyday, it's an emergency the moment there's a shortage,
Your sweet scent brings me to life.

The love for you that I hid over the days,
I'll show it all to you every single day that we are together.

I will promise you,
That I will remember only you no matter where I am,
I will promise you,
That I will remember only you no matter what I do,
This heart of mine will cherish only you forever,
Remember these words 'I love you',
I love you forever.

Ves A.N.JELL I will promise just do it girl,
What other words do you need, when I love only you,
I'll let my heart tell you all the answers,
One step, two step, three and four,
I'll slowly go to your side,
I'll never tell you to wait,
I will take you.

I will promise you,
That I'll live my life with only you in my eyes,
I will promise you,
That I'll live my life holding onto only you,
From the moment I open my eyes till I go to sleep at night,
I'll think of only you,
Don't forget these words 'I love you',
I love you forever.

I hope this is what i mean to you.

Friendship is a tangled web

hey
today was rather a sobering day. had a heart to heart talk with some people. it was good and it helped alot. learnt more about my friends. so thank you to those people:) we should have more of these stuff. haha. got back our papers today. did prettae okay i guess. but can do better:)

hey ruth! cheer up:) i am sure you can do it:)
i want to watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs:) so cute
found this awesome korean drama[ thanks ariel!:)]! love it:)


if you are happier this way, i guess i will leave you.