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What happened in Korea part 2

What happened in Korea part 1

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Sometimes I wish I could be someone else instead of me. Sigh...

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This week passed by in a blur. First it was end of Os, class party, graduation night, prom and Korea trip. Now back from Korea. Mixed feelings. Made three wishes while in Korea. Hope they come true.

I feel empty inside, like there is a big black hole in my heart, getting bigger everyday.

Graduation.

10 years. So many memories.

I cannot believe that i just graduated when the memory of me entering the school in primary one is still so vivid in my head.
This year, you could say, was the best year. my class really bonded together and we achieved so many things. we made history as the first 4CO class to win the class competition. the teachers all said we were special. i have heard it many times. although we had a few arguments along the way, we still made up and forgave and forgot. we got through Os together too.

This year changed me too. gone through a rough patch this year, but my clan was there, supporting me , every step along the way. i grew closer to people i never believed i would. we all grew closer as a clan... as a class. If you asked me to retake my Os with my 4CO classmates, i really really wouldn't mind doing it all over again.
I wish I could believe there was more time to be together and I have to say that I would do it all again.

cried like shit today... it suddenly hit me that i would be leaving sc forever, after spending a better part of my life in that school. made so many wonderful memories in there that are going to last a lifetime.


As my parents drove out of the school, past the green gates of scgs, I turned back to look at my school for one last time.

but i guess, every end has a new beginning.

You can leave sc, but you can't take the sc out of you.

Freedom!

Os are finally over! but why am I not happy about it?


sigh... been feeling achy all over and having a headache...going to sleep soon.

If I let you go.

I've been fighting to let you go. Some days I make it through with a smile and then there are nights where I just lie on my bed and think of you.


Thought so much about it and realised that its time to let you go. It will be hard but I will be able to make it through.
Goodbyes are hard to say, but I have held on for so long and refused to listen to anyone about letting go. But now I think it's time to let you go.
I feel so cold and alone but this will end soon. The doors are closing, I should move on. One day I will be able to smile and laugh with you again.

Is it time to say goodbye?

I never thought that time would fly by so fast . The Os started and it's going to end soon.

my exams, to be honest, don't think it was really well done. i doubt i will be able to get what I want.

And when I leave, I am going to all my friends(esp. my clan), my teachers and even the school canteen food.

but for now, i am just really scared to see what i will get, i guess cos i didn't put in my 100%. but it is too late now.

why must time fly by so fast? I barely even have time to comprehend it, before it leaves me.

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The memories you have given me are like a a short festival in my life