PRECIOUS MOMENTS

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2010-12-20T19:56:00.000-08:00

My head says "Who cares?"
But then my heart whispers "You do, stupid."

Only memories are left.

2010-12-10T07:34:00.000-08:00

I miss us. I miss waking up at 545 in the morning , my only motivation being able to see you guys and talk to you guys.
I miss being there early in the morning with you guys and sitting in a circle and talking. i miss us sitting in lit class wishing mrs neo wouldn't come. I miss us wasting free periods in the library. I miss us queing up for prawn mee and laksa on thursdays. I miss us playing class games. I miss our clan lunches and us sneaking off to macs to slack and talk instead of attending study camp. I miss us laughing like crazy at the canteen table, in the gallery, in the courtyard, in class and wherever we are. Most of all, I just miss us spending times together.

When you were beside me, I took it for granted. Now that you are gone, I regret not treasuring the times we spent together.

Mnet Ultimate Live

2010-12-04T06:51:00.000-08:00

Was AWESOME! Six idols made eye contact with me!!! Jinwoon, yoseob, doojoon, lee joon, wooyoung and dongwoon looked at me!!! Ahhh!!! I am super happy!!! The concert was totally worth it!:D lost my voice...but I am super happy!:):):)

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2010-11-30T18:54:00.001-08:00

What happened in Korea part 2

2010-11-30T07:08:00.001-08:00

What happened in Korea part 1

2010-11-30T06:48:00.000-08:00

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2010-11-28T01:50:00.001-08:00

Sometimes I wish I could be someone else instead of me. Sigh...

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2010-11-28T01:25:00.000-08:00

This week passed by in a blur. First it was end of Os, class party, graduation night, prom and Korea trip. Now back from Korea. Mixed feelings. Made three wishes while in Korea. Hope they come true.

I feel empty inside, like there is a big black hole in my heart, getting bigger everyday.

Graduation.

2010-11-18T06:38:00.000-08:00

10 years. So many memories.

I cannot believe that i just graduated when the memory of me entering the school in primary one is still so vivid in my head.
This year, you could say, was the best year. my class really bonded together and we achieved so many things. we made history as the first 4CO class to win the class competition. the teachers all said we were special. i have heard it many times. although we had a few arguments along the way, we still made up and forgave and forgot. we got through Os together too.

This year changed me too. gone through a rough patch this year, but my clan was there, supporting me , every step along the way. i grew closer to people i never believed i would. we all grew closer as a clan... as a class. If you asked me to retake my Os with my 4CO classmates, i really really wouldn't mind doing it all over again.
I wish I could believe there was more time to be together and I have to say that I would do it all again.

cried like shit today... it suddenly hit me that i would be leaving sc forever, after spending a better part of my life in that school. made so many wonderful memories in there that are going to last a lifetime.

As my parents drove out of the school, past the green gates of scgs, I turned back to look at my school for one last time.

but i guess, every end has a new beginning.

You can leave sc, but you can't take the sc out of you.

Freedom!

2010-11-15T06:35:00.000-08:00

Os are finally over! but why am I not happy about it?

sigh... been feeling achy all over and having a headache...going to sleep soon.

If I let you go.

2010-11-09T02:27:00.001-08:00

I've been fighting to let you go. Some days I make it through with a smile and then there are nights where I just lie on my bed and think of you.

Thought so much about it and realised that its time to let you go. It will be hard but I will be able to make it through.
Goodbyes are hard to say, but I have held on for so long and refused to listen to anyone about letting go. But now I think it's time to let you go.
I feel so cold and alone but this will end soon. The doors are closing, I should move on. One day I will be able to smile and laugh with you again.

Is it time to say goodbye?

2010-11-07T22:38:00.000-08:00

I never thought that time would fly by so fast . The Os started and it's going to end soon.

my exams, to be honest, don't think it was really well done. i doubt i will be able to get what I want.

And when I leave, I am going to all my friends(esp. my clan), my teachers and even the school canteen food.

but for now, i am just really scared to see what i will get, i guess cos i didn't put in my 100%. but it is too late now.

why must time fly by so fast? I barely even have time to comprehend it, before it leaves me.

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2010-11-02T01:32:00.000-07:00

The memories you have given me are like a a short festival in my life

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2010-10-30T06:54:00.000-07:00

I keep hoping, hope against hope, despite knowing it that it is impossible.
I keep hoping, and each time I only get disappointed and hurt.
The reason as to why I am like that? I am scared of getting hurt again.

You guys might ask why I am so emotional. Someone said that I am just more sensitive and I listen to my heart more than my mind. I guess it is true.

Vowed to myself never to do something I would regret, but now it's too late to turn back.

The more I tell myself to forget you, the more I can't.

To you.

2010-10-27T06:07:00.000-07:00

Hope you read this. Even if you don't, i just want to get it off my mind. i think something has changed and i know its my fault for not trying hard enough. I know the effort you have put in...so i guess you are not to blame. been trying to forget about you for the past few months but it was unsuccessful. and no matter hard hard i try, ok maybe it wasn't enough, but all the awkwardness and stupid things i have done just come back up and i will feel awkward and avoid. i know its wrong to do that...but i can't help it. and there is so little time left... something has changed... our friendship is not the same anymore...and i feel so useless because i know i just need to be normal but even that i can't do... and all i can say is I am sorry.

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2010-10-23T18:21:00.000-07:00

1 more day. can't afford to waste anymore time thinking about other stuff. please mind, stay focused and not let me be distracted.

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2010-10-23T05:47:00.000-07:00

cried 3 times today. what next?
if i could hold it in before and not tell anyone, i can do it again.

time passes quickly.

2010-10-23T01:03:00.001-07:00

going to miss my clan...alot. It hurts so bad:(

goodbyes make you think.
they make you realize what you've had and what you've taken for granted.

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2010-10-22T20:30:00.000-07:00

why the f*** am i crying now, just right before os? arrghhhh! CONCENTRATE.

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2010-10-22T07:27:00.000-07:00

Why does it hurt so much when I am with you? When I am not with you, it hurts too. And everything is coming to an end. Don't know whether it's good or bad... When you ask if I am okay, I will reply yes but I don't think you know that I am not. Someone said I would emerge as someone stronger after this. I hope I do.

3 days before os and I am thinking of this. What am I doing?
Don't want to ever let go.
Even if I were hurting badly inside, and you knew, I couldn't tell you why.

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2010-10-22T01:13:00.000-07:00

When I think of leaving, it hurts so bad I just want to curl up and die. But leaving you will help me forget.

Things will get better in time.

Is it goodbye?

2010-10-18T07:08:00.001-07:00

Time flies by me and I desperately grab at it. It slips out of my fingers, leaving me grasping at nothing.

Suddenly breathing seems so hard to do.

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2010-10-15T21:17:00.000-07:00

My head hurts. Ouch.

I can't seem to let you go, no matter what I do.
Gonna stop trying, it's pointless anyway.

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2010-10-15T20:52:00.000-07:00

Have been feeling giddy and feel like puking since this morning. Just ate one panadol and going to sleep after lunch. Then wake up and study.

Why am I feeling like this?
Heck with all my feelings.
I hope what you said was not referring to me.

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2010-10-12T06:53:00.000-07:00

Must be the stress from everything... Just had a meltdown infront of my mum... Screamed at her for no reason... My throat hurts... Had a breakdown in my room and just started crying... Someone help me... Free me fro
the pain I am feeling...

Picture Perfect memories

2010-10-09T08:03:00.000-07:00

This post is dedicated to my clannies(Ariel, Thea, Cel, Ning, Anne, Ruth) :D wanna thank you guys for all the crazy, laughing-till-my-stomach-hurts-and-rolling-on-the-floor moments. Also thank you for all the moments where we will eat a huge amount of food together:) all the food that we have consumed could have fed so many families in Africa! Haha:) and also thank you for all the everyday,simple memories where we are together:) although our time left together is short, I will always treasure all the memories we had created:D LOVE YOU ALL!

Today just ended.

2010-10-08T05:20:00.000-07:00

Today was my last official day with 4CO. Took lots of pictures to capture every last moment. Last time in class, last time being together as a class. Click. Click. The camera shutter clicked away, capturing every precious moment. Laughter, joy, tears, sadness all appeared in this class. I never did think this day would come so fast, perhaps it was in my subconscious, but I guess I was just living in denial. How did the time slip through my fingers so quickly? I know I will have to let go one day, but let me cling on to the memories for now.

Tonight

2010-10-04T08:09:00.000-07:00

Was an emotionally draining night. First, someone asked me why I have been so emo for the past few weeks. She kept on probing till I broke down and told her. She was the only one who could unlock the part of me that I was trying so hard not to remember. I held on tight, willing myself not to give in but I couldn't take it and I broke down infront of her. Next, someone else said really really hurtful words to me and I just broke down again. Tried to block out her voice but it didn't work again. I must be pretty useless right, for you to say all that to me. Cried so many tears tonight until I can't cry anymore. I am so exhausted.

It hurts.

2010-10-02T20:05:00.000-07:00

Tried to forget but the feeling comes and goes. Couldn't say I was trying my very best, but i knew I did at least try. Now, all this trying has got me no where except that our friendship wasnt the way it used be. I really regret ever feeling like that. My Mum says I am not focusing on my studies and I know that. Tried to block everything out. But it didn't work. How I wish I could turn back time and go back to the times where I knew how to smile genuinely.

Walking in the rain

2010-10-02T07:09:00.000-07:00

It was raining as I walked to the bus stop after math remedial today. The rain splattered on my face as I thought of how we were. I did not know why this affected so much. Or maybe I knew. People asked me whether I was okay, I said yes. Only one person knew how I really felt. Didn't know how she knew, but she did. Maybe my feelings were of disappointment towards you. Or to myself. I vowed never to be like that again, but I couldn't stop myself. I had disappointed so many people this week. The feeling came and went. It always happened. And when it came, I felt really really disgusted with myself. Knew it was wrong yet I couldn't help it.

I only have a few words to say to you: I am really sorry.

The rain mixed with my tears as I walked on.

100524.

2010-05-24T05:39:00.000-07:00

I can't live in denial anymore, the pain is exploding.

4 years, where had the time gone to? All that is left are memories, memories kept forever.
I hope I had made an impact on you.
The year we had spent together, gone by in a flash. I hope you will listen to them and make the best out of your Sec 3 and 4 life. Enjoy it while you still can. Treasure it.

To my dearest platoonmates, thanks for the wonderful memories you have given me. No words can ever describe them. The pain, sweat and tears. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU.

My wall is crumbling, my tears are flowing.
The regrets.
The joys.
The memories.

Now when I fall upon the sidewalks of life. I bleed.

We did it!!!

2010-04-01T04:16:00.000-07:00

CONGRATULATIONS
CO!!! :D

We brought the house down.

2010-03-31T02:49:00.000-07:00

LET'S GO!
LET'S FIGHT!
LE'TS WIN,CO!

Good job today for class cheer,CO!
We totally owned!!! :D LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!!!!!! :D
special thanks to ariel, ashley,alex,celine,ruth, thea,sarah and zahrah and whomever i have missed out for making this class cheer possible.

"We were loud", they said.

Congratulations!!!!!!!!

2010-03-26T08:59:00.000-07:00

축하합니다 Beast oppas!

Beast HWAITING!

It feels good to walk in the rain

2010-03-26T02:32:00.000-07:00

because no one will notice that you are crying.

3 years.
Is it all over? i hope not.
One mistake.
I don't know how to face you now.
I don't think i can ever laugh like before with you.
Memories are playing like a film before my eyes.
I hope nothing has changed.
Is it fate?

I think something has broken. Is it goodbye? I really don't know.

2010-01-04T00:39:00.000-08:00

i just found out how hard it is to say goodbye

2009-11-30T05:59:00.000-08:00

it's not the same without you.

you made my day

2009-11-02T01:48:00.000-08:00

yo:) this picture really cheered me up:) heehee...went for tea appreciation today. did not really learn much but the puffs were scrumptious! haha.thats about it for today. RUTH LEE!!! remember our deal ah!:):):) haha. okay thats it. probably not posting until after res...

CONSTANCE:) take care of yourself kays? will miss you!:)

I'll be your shade during the warm summer days, I'll be your umbrella during the rainy days

this is as bad as it can get.

2009-10-21T05:28:00.001-07:00

my life is the pits. don;t know how long this nightmare will last. tired...so tired. i want to give it all up. holding back my tears. have you ever spared a thought for my feelings? no. all you know is to nag. although i know it is for my own good. i have disappointed you and many other terribly. disappointed all of you who have never given up hope in me. i am such a terrible failure. i have failed you. really sorry. it's all i can say.

i wish i could go back in time

this is as bad as it can get.

2009-10-21T05:28:00.000-07:00

my life is the pits.

This is what you mean to me.

2009-10-20T06:34:00.001-07:00

약석 (Promise)

I will promise you,
That I'll live my life with only you in my eyes,
I will promise you,
That I'll live my life holding onto only you,
From the moment I open my eyes till I go to sleep at night,
I'll think of only you,
Don't forget these words 'I love you',
I love you forever.

I'll be your shade during the warm summer days,
I'll be your umbrella during the rainy days,
I'll be the little chair for you to sit on when you get tired from walking,
I'll laugh with you, just so that I can double your joy,
I'll be the handkerchief that wipes your tears away whenever you cry.

I will promise you,
That I'll live my life with only you in my eyes,
I will promise you,
That I'll live my life holding onto only you,
From the moment I open my eyes till I go to sleep at night,
I'll think of only you,
Don't forget these words 'I love you',
I love you forever.

The both of us are so matched, the same way coffee and doughnuts go together,
You are the special chip designed to give me happiness,
My energy everyday, it's an emergency the moment there's a shortage,
Your sweet scent brings me to life.

The love for you that I hid over the days,
I'll show it all to you every single day that we are together.

I will promise you,
That I will remember only you no matter where I am,
I will promise you,
That I will remember only you no matter what I do,
This heart of mine will cherish only you forever,
Remember these words 'I love you',
I love you forever.

Ves A.N.JELL I will promise just do it girl,
What other words do you need, when I love only you,
I'll let my heart tell you all the answers,
One step, two step, three and four,
I'll slowly go to your side,
I'll never tell you to wait,
I will take you.

I will promise you,
That I'll live my life with only you in my eyes,
I will promise you,
That I'll live my life holding onto only you,
From the moment I open my eyes till I go to sleep at night,
I'll think of only you,
Don't forget these words 'I love you',
I love you forever.

I hope this is what i mean to you.

Friendship is a tangled web

2009-10-20T06:13:00.000-07:00

hey
today was rather a sobering day. had a heart to heart talk with some people. it was good and it helped alot. learnt more about my friends. so thank you to those people:) we should have more of these stuff. haha. got back our papers today. did prettae okay i guess. but can do better:)

hey ruth! cheer up:) i am sure you can do it:)
i want to watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs:) so cute
found this awesome korean drama[ thanks ariel!:)]! love it:)

if you are happier this way, i guess i will leave you.

STUFF.

2009-09-07T00:49:00.000-07:00

okay i know i am not supposed to post until after eoys but who cares! love super junior, ft island(ariel, i won't steal hongki don't worry),ss501.:) best boy bands ever man!!!:) can't wait for them to come to SIngapore!:) Woohoo! gotta go study now.

MY BLOG IS DEAD.

2009-05-26T01:18:00.001-07:00

... bleargh.

The song i will miss...the memories that we share

2009-03-25T01:59:00.000-07:00

my precious group
my robber crabs, robbed me of my week

you make my life so complete

and all my week
holding on to branches
just in case I am all about to fall

so I say a little prayer
hope my dreams will take me there
where the skies are blue I'll see you once again my love

overseas from coast to coast
high above where boobies fly
where the hills are green I'll see you once again my love

oh, my love holding on to moments that we share

so I thank you Bernie for
all your knowledge and your skills
Lisa for your food and John for rogaining

Mrs Mohan you're the best
Mr Jo you kick some ass
and the islanders for doing all you can for us

save the future as we grow
where the stars are high above
bit by bit I'm proud to save the world today

MY EARTH.

ISLAND MAGIC

2009-03-24T04:02:00.000-07:00

after a week of escaping from reality,being bitten by a thousand and one mozzies(the mosquito repellent don't work on the ci mozzies!),being sunburnt and having late nights,i am back to the hustle and bustle of stressful singapore. Christmas Island was really an eye opener. i got to learn much more, and broadened my horizons. By the way,the beaches there are GLORIOUS!!!!! i wanna go back there...i love all the islanders!!! MARIANN, teach me the song!!!!! i love snorkelling. The waters are so clear and warm. Manymany special thanks to these people: 1) Mariann---for being the AWESOMEST head
2)Audrey--- for being the most DEMOCRATIC roomie
3)Deborah--- for being the BEST group leader
4)Bernie--- for imparting all your knowledge on us
5) Mr Jo--- for giving us the opportunity to go to Christmas island and for
KICKING ASS!:)
6)Lisa--- for the YUMMYLICIOUS FOOD EVER(i will miss it)
7) Mrs Mohan--- for caring for us
EVERYTHING IS TWICE AS LARGE.I SWEAR.
I MISS CHRISTMAS ISLAND AND EVERYTHING ON IT.
CHRISTMAS ISLAND IS THE LOVE.

THE SUN, THE SEA AND TREES AND NOT TO FORGET THE RAIN

2009-03-05T02:02:00.000-08:00

Obs was the funnest camp ever. okay, we were all tired, hungry upset at some point during obs but we all made it! SPECIAL THANKS to Mao, christine, ruth, adeline for being GREAT tenting partners:) the two Amelias for being the AWESOMEST food ics ever and adele, christine and frances for helping with the food:) And thanks to RAJA for making my OBS experience the Best ever. And to the two instructors--- Khee Meng and Melissa:)

Fear can be overcome

2009-02-03T23:33:00.000-08:00

attended a super inspiring talk today. i feel inspired manns!!!

stomach hurts. suspected food poisoning. Gah. Promotion tomoro!!!:)

i am what i am and what you see is what i am

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2009-01-21T23:20:00.001-08:00

I have updated my blog. Happy? Gah.

:):):):):):):)

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2008-12-07T22:47:00.000-08:00

hey! Wont be in singapore for the next 9 days!!!! offf to japan... gonna miss you all as well as singapore!:D see ya soon!

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2008-12-05T23:38:00.001-08:00

2 more days before i am off to japan!!!!!!!!!!!! YIPEE!!!:D

Memories from the past

2008-12-05T23:34:00.000-08:00

i had a fun time yesterday with jaamae!:) nearly got lost at vivo... Wild child was uber nice:)We should get together more often...

Reality check 101

2008-12-04T00:15:00.000-08:00

Reality hits you when you least expect it to. Life sucks at times. But embrace it.

Anyways i am going to watch Wild Child tomoro:) Can't wait.:)
GROAN!!! havent packed for japan yet... 4 more days...

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2008-12-03T01:35:00.001-08:00

Gah.

change is a good thing :)

2008-11-06T07:12:00.000-08:00

Yay!!! obama is the new US president!! well, i feel that it is good because america needs a change. Obama is a change because firstly he is the first black president, the youngest US president and a democrat unlike all his predecessors who were republicans. He will go down in history:) HOPEFULLY, he can pull us all through the financial crisis.

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2008-11-05T07:17:00.000-08:00

i am missing you-know-who too... cannot believe that i might not see you again in school...yep... and RUTH, DONT say anything after you read this post...:)

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2008-11-05T07:09:00.000-08:00

i am missing 2pr...:(

the photos say it all

2008-11-03T22:34:00.000-08:00

the end of the beaten road

2008-10-23T05:05:00.000-07:00

Today was the last day of school...haiz... i will miss two prudence man! thank you 2pr for making this the best year for me... we have been through good times, bad times, happy times and fun times together as a class:) we have been through thick and thin together...i will miss you guys alot alot.:( we are a SPECIAL class:) I LOVE YOU,TWO PRUDENCE!!!

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

CUTE QUIZ...

2008-10-20T02:33:00.000-07:00

1.The last person to tag you is?
xueqi
2. Your relationship with him/her?
my good crazzy friend :D
3. Your 5 impression towards him/her?
-very good at singing
-scary!!!:D
-long hair:)
-has a super cool accent:)
-craazy:)
4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you?
asking me to use grass as toilet paper:D
5. The most memorable words that he/she has say to you?
use grass for toilet paper
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
freak out!!!:)
7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
throw a chair at her:)
8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...
errmmm...
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
probably pissed her off...:)
10. The most desirable things to do for him/her is...
i dunno leh...
11. Overall impression towards him/her is...
uber-funny:D
12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
crazy and unshakable?:)
13. The character for you for yourself is?
a crazy person who laughs too much:)
14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
alot of things that i rather not say:)
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
someone who has more confidence in herself
16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
haha...thanks alot for supporting me throughout my bad times:)
17. Bra or panties?
WTH???!!!
18. Chocolate or ice-cream?
can i have both?
19. 10 people to tag.
1.ariel
2.amelia
3.mariann
4.ruth
5.constance
6.cherri
7.audrey
8.xueqi
9.maryanne
10.abigail
20. Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
dunno?! ask her yourself lah!
19. Is 3 a male or a female?
female! D-U-H
20. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
OMG! cannot believe it.
21. How about 5 and 8?
hmmm,high possibility!:D
22. What is number 1 studying about?
does show luo count as a study subject?
23. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
like today, in school.
24. Is number 4 single?
DUNNO... maybe not:D
25. Say something about number 2.
spontaneous, has a high-pitched voice and loves shopping:)
26. What do you think about number 3 and 6 being together?
dont want to think about it:)
27. Describe number 9.
erm, quiet?!
28. What will you do if number 6 and 7 fights?
sit back, relax and enjoy the show:)

SAVE THE LAST DANCE FOR ME...

2008-10-20T02:09:00.000-07:00

saturday was uber fun!!!! we won the "most united" award:) well done 2pr!!!! i feel sad cos like it is our last dance together... and this year i feel that we are the best class in terms of class spiritness.we had many fun times together!!!!:)i have made many friends throughout this year...this year is the best year in my life so far...many teachers have been saying this year's 2pr is very different...(in a good way) I LOVE YOU,2pr!!! :)

I feel like crying

2008-10-13T03:58:00.000-07:00

cos life is so unfair... why do some people need not work so hard while others slog like shit and they get the same or even worse marks than those who need not slog like us?! LIFE IS SO FREAKIN UNFAIR!!! wth. i am damn disappointed with my marks and myself mans... why cant i get what i want after slogging like crazy? DAMMIT!!!:( why cant the people who work hard get rewarded as well?!

FREEEEEE FOREVER...till next year at least

2008-10-07T00:44:00.000-07:00

Yoyoyo everyone:) exams are over babe;)rejoice mans!!!!!!!! ariel, thea, steph,shuyi,maryanne, we are leaving for china in 17 days!!!!!!!!!ruth!!!!!! DONT FORGET TO PHOTOSHOP ME AND AHEM!!!!! i will send you the picture soon, really soon... i love it. =]yhjm/'
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-sorry my nephew's doing... anyways,open house is this saturday...BLEARGH!!! maybe things were meant to be this way

STOPPED...

2008-08-31T08:13:00.000-07:00

HEY EVERYONE!!!! THIS BLOGGER HERE WILL RESUME BLOGGING ON MONDAY, 6TH OF OCTOBER!!! EVERYONE,GOOD LUCK FOR THE EXAMS AND JIAYOU!!!!!!! STUDY HARD!!!!!!

adios, this blogger

I AM TRYING...

2008-08-31T08:11:00.000-07:00

to forget you but i am reluctant to. whenever i have forgotten you, you will always appear infront of me. i dont know why this happened to me. i hate myself for not telling you. maybe things would have been better?

MAYBE....

2008-08-27T02:58:00.000-07:00

maybe it was just because of the jealousy that made me mad at you, or maybe you shouldnt have done that. i have no idea. i am feeling confused, very confused. Maybe i was wrong in trusting you? or it could just be the old feelings of jealousy flaming up again. whenever i see you, i feel weird. i have no idea how to put it across. so i if seem distant, i am sorry. just trying to sort out my memories.

I WANT AN IPOD!!!!

2008-08-22T02:22:00.000-07:00

I want an ipod...:(

CONGRATS!!!!!

2008-08-22T02:20:00.000-07:00

CONGRATS ORIENTEERING PLTNMATES!!!!!! WE WON A SILVER MEDAL AND BEAT RGS AND CEDAR!!!!!!:) WOOHOO:)

EVERYTHING.

2008-08-22T02:09:00.000-07:00

bad things had happened for the past few days but i have learnt a valuable lesson from it.:( now i shall post some photos. and thanks for ALL the people who have helped me for the past two days,those who have believed in me. OMG,,, today was the bestest day of my life and bollywood was damn fun:)

I am craving for...

2008-08-06T01:24:00.000-07:00

and i found this really old picture of us last year during our Malacca trip! and i am not craving for us! just somehow this picture ended up first...

Are we all Racist?

2008-08-06T01:05:00.000-07:00

a movie that ms leong showed us today during CE got me thinking. Are we all racist somewhere deep down inside our hearts? do we discriminate other races and think that our race is the best? do we look down on other people culturally different from us? although our country seems to be united and the fact that we celebrate racial harmony day, doesnt mean that racism is totally erased from our hearts. remember the maria hertogh riots that happened on 11th december 1950? or the fact that many contries still have a racial divide? especially america? have you thought that america, despite being a first class contry and all that, still has a very distinct racial line between the whites and blacks? think about it, people! we need to understand our differences and come togther as one!we need to be aware of the other races needs and understand them better.people still suffer from racism, some even lose their lives because of this. Do you DENY the fact that you could possibly be racist even if you say you arent? Think about it!:)

Tired...

2008-08-06T00:54:00.000-07:00

hey people! we played captain's ball today! it was sooo fun! we won some , lost one and tied one. unlike some people who cannot stand losing, we could! So, we then had some bhangra dance thingy as it is health month . The dance was uber- cool! so fun! i am gonna do it again next week!!!!!!! RUTH LEE, you must join in too!!!!!!:) and after that , we had CE. we watched a show about racism in america... it was interesting!:) i now feel so tired and my nose is KILLING me!!!!!!!SO PISSING! i have to do my science notes now!!! See ya folks!

FRIENDS ALL OVER THE WORLD TONIGHT

2008-08-04T01:16:00.000-07:00

TO MY TWO PARDNERS,
I LOVE YOU FOREVER and ruth dont forget to hit me!
and i will continue to tease you about ahem... and mess up your hair...

ariel! eh-riel... i have no idea what to say! ignore that norweigian B****! and follow your dreams of marrying show luo!:) the three of us must go out together one day and take neprints!!!:) i cant wait for after EOYS!!!:):):)

Friends
Friends smile at you.
They like your face.
They want to be with you
Any old place.

Friends have fun with you.
Friends share
They’re glad when you’re happy---
When you’re sad, they care.

If you’re a friend
Then you care, too.
That’s why your friends
Are glad you’re you!!!

WELLL, GOOD LUCK FOR EOYS!!!:) STUDY HARD!!! LOVE YOU TWO<3

TO ALL MY FRIENDS:

GOOD LUCK FOR EOYS!!! JIAYOU!!! STUDY HARD EVERYONE:)!!! I"VE GOT YOUR BACK:)

Friends at school
Are big and small.
Friends at school
Are best of all!

TO MY TWO FRIENDS AKA ANN AND THEA!!!

GOOD LUCK FOR EOYS!!! WORK HARD!!!:) hope we will get into the same class but even if we dont i will never forget you! we shall make up for lost time:)
ANN: i want to go to your house!!!:)
THEA:wanna come to my hse for sleepover? then we can go to the airport together provided if we both get into the service learning trip!:)

here is a poem for you two:
A friend is like a flower,
a rose to be exact,
Or maybe like a brand new gate
that never comes unlatched.
A friend is like an owl,
both beautiful and wise.
Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,
whose spirit never dies.
A friend is like a heart that goes
strong until the end.
Where would we be in this world
if we didn't have a friend.

time is ticking

2008-08-04T00:52:00.000-07:00

okay,sorry for not posting for half a year. i was lazy.:( see my cute nephew above?:) alot of things have been going through my mind recently. what i thought was not true came true. sometimes the unexpected happens and the expected does not happen...(quote from ruth!) anyway, this half a year has been fulfilling although i can say i would like to change some parts of it. we changed seats(now sitting beside ruth and ariel), i went on holidays, made through the second horrible annual camp, made my friends angry,strayed away from some, then became friends again. it is kinda hard to say what my mind is thinking right now. everything has changed, i feel. work is getting more and more, the dreaded EOYS are coming and i am TAKING a Break to write this post but my heart wants to go out!!!!!.but i cant as EOYS are very very near... i want to wear contacts!!!:) ncc has been fulfilling. i have 9 juniors! can you believe it? only nine juniors...:( time has flew by very fast...it seems like just yesterday when i came bak from the june holidays....this year has gone by too fast...so many things left undone. i hope to do everything that i want to do by the end of this year. Oh yea, ruying i will pass you your letter by thursday, i SWEAR/PROMISE. i lost the other one ,so i have to rewrite again... so tired...want to sleep...

Hello everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-01-06T00:52:00.000-08:00

Right! i am very tired now...The first week of school was very busy, getting to know new teachers,knowing new people(most of them were in my class before),busy with orientation preparations, dealing with changes in our school stuff and basically just with the new school year. Time flies by so fast! IT seems to me that i was just Sec One yesterday! Seeing and having juniors needs getting used to! Finally not the youngest in the secondary school. Loooking at them during orientation brings back memories of my own orientation experience. it just seems so weird!--" hee hee! It feels good having juniors! And YAY! We have 22(or is it 21)signups for ncc! YAY! I am so delighted!Now, instead of doing english and literature seperately, they are combined into one known as Language Arts. they are interrelated according to my teacher. Yuppies! having a headache now ! bye!

Back from Bangkok...

2007-12-16T17:36:00.000-08:00

Bangkok is just like Singapore.lots of people.The traffic there is forever at a standstill...the air is very polluted there. The apartment that we stayed in is called Evergreen Serviced Apartments.it is a very clean place.(i recommend it to other people who are thinking of going to Bangkok :D)We also went to markets. the Markets that i went to were Death-defying! we had to squeeze through a narrow road packed with people and sometimes cars and vespas would pass through.(well, one of them was like that!) the other market that we went to was a night market that was more conducive for babies so we Brought Ma and Emre along.It was also cleaner!:) Have to go now...signing off...

Finally! Tomorrow!

2007-12-10T03:56:00.000-08:00

Oh gosh! i cannot wait! i am going Bangkok tomorrow! So exciting!:) So tired! Haiz...headache...>:( Wanna sleep... Bye...

Busy...Busy...

2007-12-02T17:26:00.000-08:00

This week is going to be the busiest week of my life! Haiz... today: tuition, tomorrow: help my cousin at school, watch movie(Yay!) just very busy. Haiz...signing off now...

Going to Aunt's House

2007-12-01T22:15:00.000-08:00

Okay...hi again! i am going to my aunt's house now... so this post is going to be short. have to leave at 2.30pm. haiz...anyway i love my new blog! It is so me!( well to me it is:)) okayz! next post: My recent Hokkaido trip! Going to watch Enchanted(heard it is very nice) and Bratz with my cousins next week! then going to watchThe Golden Compass on the 17th of December. Need to post some pictures of my cute nephew soon!

My new blog

2007-12-01T21:36:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody! This is my new blog! Feel free to visit it! It is Sunday. Going to play Sims 2 now... :) Yay! Finished all my school homework! Sooo happy...:)) It is very hot today!:( Going Bangkok soon...11nov to 14 nov. Going to be very busy next week.Might not be able to post so often next week... Bye...