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why the f*** am i crying now, just right before os? arrghhhh! CONCENTRATE.

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Why does it hurt so much when I am with you? When I am not with you, it hurts too. And everything is coming to an end. Don't know whether it's good or bad... When you ask if I am okay, I will reply yes but I don't think you know that I am not. Someone said I would emerge as someone stronger after this. I hope I do.

3 days before os and I am thinking of this. What am I doing?
Don't want to ever let go.
Even if I were hurting badly inside, and you knew, I couldn't tell you why.

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When I think of leaving, it hurts so bad I just want to curl up and die. But leaving you will help me forget.


Things will get better in time.

Is it goodbye?

Time flies by me and I desperately grab at it. It slips out of my fingers, leaving me grasping at nothing.

Suddenly breathing seems so hard to do.

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My head hurts. Ouch.











I can't seem to let you go, no matter what I do.
Gonna stop trying, it's pointless anyway.

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Have been feeling giddy and feel like puking since this morning. Just ate one panadol and going to sleep after lunch. Then wake up and study.


Why am I feeling like this?
Heck with all my feelings.
I hope what you said was not referring to me.

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Must be the stress from everything... Just had a meltdown infront of my mum... Screamed at her for no reason... My throat hurts... Had a breakdown in my room and just started crying... Someone help me... Free me fro
the pain I am feeling...