Saturday, October 2, 2010

It hurts.

Tried to forget but the feeling comes and goes. Couldn't say I was trying my very best, but i knew I did at least try. Now, all this trying has got me no where except that our friendship wasnt the way it used be. I really regret ever feeling like that. My Mum says I am not focusing on my studies and I know that. Tried to block everything out. But it didn't work. How I wish I could turn back time and go back to the times where I knew how to smile genuinely.

Walking in the rain

It was raining as I walked to the bus stop after math remedial today. The rain splattered on my face as I thought of how we were. I did not know why this affected so much. Or maybe I knew. People asked me whether I was okay, I said yes. Only one person knew how I really felt. Didn't know how she knew, but she did. Maybe my feelings were of disappointment towards you. Or to myself. I vowed never to be like that again, but I couldn't stop myself. I had disappointed so many people this week. The feeling came and went. It always happened. And when it came, I felt really really disgusted with myself. Knew it was wrong yet I couldn't help it.

I only have a few words to say to you: I am really sorry.

The rain mixed with my tears as I walked on.

Monday, May 24, 2010

100524.

I can't live in denial anymore, the pain is exploding.

4 years, where had the time gone to? All that is left are memories, memories kept forever.
I hope I had made an impact on you.
The year we had spent together, gone by in a flash. I hope you will listen to them and make the best out of your Sec 3 and 4 life. Enjoy it while you still can. Treasure it.

To my dearest platoonmates, thanks for the wonderful memories you have given me. No words can ever describe them. The pain, sweat and tears. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU.

My wall is crumbling, my tears are flowing.
The regrets.
The joys.
The memories.

Now when I fall upon the sidewalks of life. I bleed.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

We did it!!!

CONGRATULATIONS
CO!!! :D

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

We brought the house down.

LET'S GO!
LET'S FIGHT!
LE'TS WIN,CO!

Good job today for class cheer,CO!
We totally owned!!! :D LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!!!!!! :D
special thanks to ariel, ashley,alex,celine,ruth, thea,sarah and zahrah and whomever i have missed out for making this class cheer possible.

"We were loud", they said.

Friday, March 26, 2010

Congratulations!!!!!!!!



축하합니다 Beast oppas!

Beast HWAITING!

It feels good to walk in the rain


because no one will notice that you are crying.

3 years.
Is it all over? i hope not.
One mistake.
I don't know how to face you now.
I don't think i can ever laugh like before with you.
Memories are playing like a film before my eyes.
I hope nothing has changed.
Is it fate?

I think something has broken. Is it goodbye? I really don't know.