It hurts.

Tried to forget but the feeling comes and goes. Couldn't say I was trying my very best, but i knew I did at least try. Now, all this trying has got me no where except that our friendship wasnt the way it used be. I really regret ever feeling like that. My Mum says I am not focusing on my studies and I know that. Tried to block everything out. But it didn't work. How I wish I could turn back time and go back to the times where I knew how to smile genuinely.