Is it time to say goodbye?

I never thought that time would fly by so fast . The Os started and it's going to end soon.

my exams, to be honest, don't think it was really well done. i doubt i will be able to get what I want.

And when I leave, I am going to all my friends(esp. my clan), my teachers and even the school canteen food.

but for now, i am just really scared to see what i will get, i guess cos i didn't put in my 100%. but it is too late now.

why must time fly by so fast? I barely even have time to comprehend it, before it leaves me.

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The memories you have given me are like a a short festival in my life

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I keep hoping, hope against hope, despite knowing it that it is impossible.
I keep hoping, and each time I only get disappointed and hurt.
The reason as to why I am like that? I am scared of getting hurt again.

You guys might ask why I am so emotional. Someone said that I am just more sensitive and I listen to my heart more than my mind. I guess it is true.

Vowed to myself never to do something I would regret, but now it's too late to turn back.


The more I tell myself to forget you, the more I can't.

To you.

Hope you read this. Even if you don't, i just want to get it off my mind. i think something has changed and i know its my fault for not trying hard enough. I know the effort you have put in...so i guess you are not to blame. been trying to forget about you for the past few months but it was unsuccessful. and no matter hard hard i try, ok maybe it wasn't enough, but all the awkwardness and stupid things i have done just come back up and i will feel awkward and avoid. i know its wrong to do that...but i can't help it. and there is so little time left... something has changed... our friendship is not the same anymore...and i feel so useless because i know i just need to be normal but even that i can't do... and all i can say is I am sorry.

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1 more day. can't afford to waste anymore time thinking about other stuff. please mind, stay focused and not let me be distracted.

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cried 3 times today. what next?
if i could hold it in before and not tell anyone, i can do it again.

time passes quickly.

going to miss my clan...alot. It hurts so bad:(

goodbyes make you think.
they make you realize what you've had and what you've taken for granted.