Tonight

Was an emotionally draining night. First, someone asked me why I have been so emo for the past few weeks. She kept on probing till I broke down and told her. She was the only one who could unlock the part of me that I was trying so hard not to remember. I held on tight, willing myself not to give in but I couldn't take it and I broke down infront of her. Next, someone else said really really hurtful words to me and I just broke down again. Tried to block out her voice but it didn't work again. I must be pretty useless right, for you to say all that to me. Cried so many tears tonight until I can't cry anymore. I am so exhausted.